I have been tired for quite a while now. I am very effective at work, doing things that I did not know I could do. But then, when I got my book published, I was more astonished by that than most people. I am tired because I try to do my best at work, no slack, and especially not holding back on how and what I can help the company, the team, and the system.
The result is that I am always very tired after work. I don't feel like doing anything useful at all after dinner. And since I more or less ruined my stomach in these three years, I need some time to digest the dinner before going to bed, I need to do something to get through the three hours between my dinner and bedtime. What do I do in that time? Well, watching senseless TV. Of course. What do you expect?
Ever since I knew I would have to let go of the system, after the re-structuring of the team about one month ago, I felt a little bit better after work. I started to read books again. I started writing a little as well. After yesterday, when I knew about the fate of the team, I started to relax. As you can see, I actually have three entries in this blog today alone. That shows how relieved I am.
Now, I only need a few months, then maybe I should start writing another book.
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